mirror

we are just two children
in the human race
you are one child
wasting valuable space

this is what you said to me
look at what you have made me
a terrifying monster
without a heart
a messy disaster
a terrible piece of art

who are you to say
what i lack
why are you everyday
keeping track
look in the mirror
and see me starring back

judgement day

what will you do
when judgement day comes
will you ask for God's mercy
or just twiddle your thumbs

you cant run forever
soon you'll have to face it
stand proud as a warrior
face His wrath
and just take it

But God loves you
just as you are
you will sit near his moon
as His great shining star

you will not be condemned
your heart will be revived
and your wounds will be rehemned
for a new ever lasting life

nighmares

waking up in the dead of night
with an aching pain inside my chest
hoping you are alright
it seems i can never be put to rest

no difference between nightmares and reality
when dreaming of you
is all i can do
i fear i have lost my sanity
i scream for you
and say i love you honey

before i wake
you always walk away
i will leave my soul for you to take
without you telling me everything is ok

night after night
is a never ending battle
waiting for my heart to finally settle

Saving her

Feeling the pain go numb is all she ever wanted. a part of her wishes she could just end it all right now. but then she thinks of you. she remembers your kind words and how you always manage to say them at the right time. she thinks of your steady heartbeat as you hold her in your arms. she wishes you were here to see who she really is: the girl who cries herself to sleep at night hoping someone will care. she is the girl who cant show you how she truely feels because she knows that the truth will scare you away.
       she sits on the couch and takes another swig of the alcohol that relieves her pain for the time being. she loves you but everything is so bittersweet for her.
       she has let go of the one last hope she held onto for so long. the only thing left are her prayers to God.
       "Lord, I beg you, take away my agony! i cant do this anymore." her desperate pleade is interupted by a knock on the door. taki8ng the last numbing drink from that glass bottle, she stands up. slowly stumbling towards the door,m she wonders who could be at her door in the pouring rain at three in the morning. she opens the door to find your beautifully contoured face starring intently at her. without saying a word you step quickly at her and sweep her into your arms. there is a kiss waiting on your lips when you promise her that you will wait for her forever. when her drunken lips meet yours, she knows that God has answered her prayers.

we are just two children

of the human race,

but you are one child

wasting valuable space

this is what you said to me

look what you have made me

a terrifying monster

without a heart,

a messy disaster,

a sad piece of art

who are you to say

what i lack,

why are you everyday

keeping track

time for you to look in the mirror

and see who is staring back.

gone forever

the moments we shared

we made it through it all

i'm so glad you were there

but in the end we had to fall

secrets were kept

tears were cried

until you left that very last night

my heartbreak is great

since you have moved on

but it's time for a new slate

i am now gon forever

sins

the sins of our soul

dis us this hole

how can we live

with the innocence of a child

as they grow up so meek and mild

no one can save us now

from the depths of eternal Hell

where is the end

of this life-long trend...