Saving her

Feeling the pain go numb is all she ever wanted. a part of her wishes she could just end it all right now. but then she thinks of you. she remembers your kind words and how you always manage to say them at the right time. she thinks of your steady heartbeat as you hold her in your arms. she wishes you were here to see who she really is: the girl who cries herself to sleep at night hoping someone will care. she is the girl who cant show you how she truely feels because she knows that the truth will scare you away.
       she sits on the couch and takes another swig of the alcohol that relieves her pain for the time being. she loves you but everything is so bittersweet for her.
       she has let go of the one last hope she held onto for so long. the only thing left are her prayers to God.
       "Lord, I beg you, take away my agony! i cant do this anymore." her desperate pleade is interupted by a knock on the door. taki8ng the last numbing drink from that glass bottle, she stands up. slowly stumbling towards the door,m she wonders who could be at her door in the pouring rain at three in the morning. she opens the door to find your beautifully contoured face starring intently at her. without saying a word you step quickly at her and sweep her into your arms. there is a kiss waiting on your lips when you promise her that you will wait for her forever. when her drunken lips meet yours, she knows that God has answered her prayers.